I work as a writer but I feel anything but a writer.

In a month, I only do 20% of writing. I'm usually doing layouts, designing stuff (which is an extreme struggle to do when I'm uninspired) and other admin tasks. Though I do go out more often to cover activities, I still feel that I'm writing way too less for a writer.

Sometimes writing is becoming a burden. Not because I don't like it but because I'm not given the leisure of time to develop it. Even for the past 3 years, I haven't attended even 1 writing seminar.

It's getting really frustrating. I need to be inspired. I need to be creative.